pitchblackglow: Like this post if you’re spending your last night of 2011 on the internet.
i was going to commit suicide tonight..
but got to drunk to function, ended up throwing up my guts, pulling myself into the shower and laying in the running water until it went freezing cold, dragged myself to my bedroom and am now curled up typing this and trying to text my boyfriend so he knows i didnt die in my shower.
i really don’t feel like going out and partying tonight, i’d rather commit. just saying.
falling asleep and never waking up sounds like a good idea right about now